I’ve been quiet on here lately. Mostly because I really haven’t had much to say, but also because my brain is in a weird place.
I’m having a lot of really good moments I want to squee about and not so good ones I want to whine about. When I think about coming here and posting, I manage to talk myself out of it for one reason or another. Instead, I’ll just focus on working on my doors when I can (it is stupidly hot in the garage and I can only get in an hour or two of work at a time) or I bury my nose in a book and get lost in a story all while doing a lot of navel gazing on the side.
I feel like I’m on the edge of a major shift in my life right now. Yes, a lot of that is because my youngest, BG, is going through her senior year. Some of it is because of how different things are now that MCG is here and some of the emotions that is dredging up with those changes. There are also the signs that I’m physically shifting into a different phase as well (yay being female, NOT).
Maybe it’s because there is just so much, I can’t separate it out into post sized pieces or decide which piece to focus on when there are so many. I’m just not finding many words lately. For now, I’m going to sit back and see where this part of the ride takes me and hopefully I’ll find my words again along the way.
Well, the way you’ve described your funk is pretty much the description of my entire life at the moment!
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This definitely feels like a transition period for me.
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As a survivor of “that time” I can promise you’ll come out on top of things. But while you’re going through it, the whole things sucks. I couldn’t take hormone replacement therapy due to a bout with breast cancer, but if you’re able I highly recommend it. Friends have had terrific results.
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It’s something I think I’m ready to start talking to my doctor about. There is only so much I can tolerate.
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Don’t put it off! I’d have taken HRT in a heartbeat if I could have.
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Sometimes we need space to process. Just go with it
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I hope you can find your words soon! We miss you when you don’t post!
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Thanks!
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