Today is the first semi-normal day I’ve had in weeks. Hubby is finally back at work. There are no appointments or people coming out to the house. There are no projects to be started or worked on (yet). After weeks of overwhelming stuff, I just kind of don’t know what to do. Yes, I absolutely needed a break and I’m finally getting one. But as often happens in these situation, I’m now antsy and feel like I should be doing something.
Yesterday was the first day I didn’t have a ton of stuff going on, but I still managed to work on several small things that had been needing done for a while just because I couldn’t sit still. I want to start on the basement so I can move the stuff out of my office and get that done, but I don’t have what I need yet and won’t for maybe a week. The house is the cleanest it has been in forever. I’m caught up on most other mundane chores. I hate having all this extra energy without anywhere to direct it.
I’m going to try to force myself to just sit back and relax today, but I’m not sure how well I’ll do. It’s funny because I’m normally on the lazy side and I have to force myself to get up and do what I need to do, not the other way around.